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so uhh hello
first of all i wanna talk about this edit because everything was really messy. i started planning this edit literally last year right after finishing my bday edit for yoongi but ive been having really bad time about editing and school literally ruins my inspiration everytime. anyways, this edit didn’t come out like how i imagined. my plans? they went to trash can! lack of inspiration and not having free time, here’s the result
it was such a stressful week. the edit isn’t even good but comparing to my other edits, this one took much more time. it was really stressful for me because i wanted it to be special since it’s for someone i care about the most. nothing went like how i planned and it stressed me out. even my friends were probably tired of me because the only thing i talked about was this edit
i deleted many parts, remade them, then deleted again. i spent my whole night yesterday even though i had school but it wasn’t even %70 done. it stressed me even more so i tried to finish it when i came back from school so u can see i got lazy at some parts but i didn’t do it on purpose. i really really wanted it to look good but my biggest problem was lack of inspo and motivation.
and yoongi.
i won’t talk about him that much here because i hate going deep when it comes to my feelings. (plus im bad at words n english language) so ill keep it to myself
him. ive been literally crying since 12 am kst im such a loser when it comes to him gosh i love him so much and im so happy that im here, talking about him. i cant even imagine how my life would be without him because hes my biggest inspiration in every way.
instead of talking about my feelings for him, im gonna thank him this time. hes such an amazing human, he literally has everything good in him and im not being dramatic when i call him perfect,,,, i always thought “x changed my life!!” phrase was just,,,,,, too dramatic for me but he really did it with his music. im so thankful because his music is always with me. he taught me many things and made me think about everything in my life including my future. whenever i felt alone or cried his music was ALWAYS there and hes the ONLY person who can calm me down. literally. just with his music?? i literally love him the most and i mean it
and thank u so much for staying humble and the way u are. that’s why i chose this song for u u are an amazing artist and amazing person. and as u said, ur music gives me hope. thank u for reaching to me with ur music, im so proud of u and i cant believe how far u have come. u deserve everything and more so i cant wait to see u growing up more
my only star, i love u the most. ill see u again someday. i really dont know how but i will !!!!!!!!
i love u i love u i love u happy bday baby im so emotional today because its UR day hhhhhhhh im not gonna bully u today I LOVE U !!!!!!!! MY SOULMATE !!!!!
info;
audio: in the intro
software: vegas pro 14, after effects cs6
fansite credits: soon
social media:
instagram: @mystylezutter
twitter: @lovspout
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